D and I went out together today. I wanted just some Mommy and Dillon time so I packed Dillon up and took her with me to watch my gf, Courtney try on wedding dresses. Dillon fell asleep in the car on the way to the bridal salon. At the salon, she was so good but there was this one point where I was kind of taking a break from feeding her rice cereal and I'm talking away with our other gf, Adrienne and really not looking at Dillon at all. Could've been a good five minutes, but all of a sudden, poor baby just burst into tears! No warning sqwawk, nothing. Just burst into tears. Awww, her little mouth just turned into a frown and little tears squeezed out of her eyes. Awww...don't know what made her cry but she was fine after I picked her up. Could it have been that I wasn't paying attention to her?
Oooh, she was so good today. After the salon, I packed her back into the car to take her to meet daddy for lunch. She fell asleep in the car and slept a little bit in the restaurant. When she woke up, she just played with her toy quietly and hung out even though it was like, 900 degrees in the restaurant (A/C wasn't working properly) and you probably could've fried an egg on poor bao bae's head. I was quite proud of her.
I wish I lived in a city where my friends were around. I mean, yeah, I could go and join one of those mommy and me classes, but I'm really not interested in making any new friends. I just want to hang out with my friends. I don't miss socializing. I miss my friends. Sigh...well, we'll be travelling soon. The problem is I still can't take one thing out of the equation - Greg. :oD
haha! Don't get me wrong. There's nothing wrong with Greg, but I'm tired of sharing Bao Bae with Greg. I want to cart her around with just me and do girl things with my girl friends! I want to be alone with my daughter and my friends. I don't want a break from Dillon. I want a break from Greg...